Can't Wait

My friends, I said I planned to be back after I have a place in a good university, right? During these upcoming 3-4 months are going to be a disaster to me and all the students at the same grade as mine. Despite the heavy pressure, I think I am okay. I don't know how can that be, in fact, I'm feeling quite happier than ever, and that's good. Maybe because I know everything is going to be alright and end well soon, I just can't wait!

Today, I'm summarizing what happened to me though these several years so this journal's going to be looong, I warn you! xD



There was a time when I dreamed about studying art, animation and graphic I like. But everything changed when the fire nation attacked when my stubborn brother who supposed to study engineering suddenly changed his way to what I dreamed earlier, animation >_> Since (Asian)parents won't let both their 2 kids get 'unprofitable careers', I am fucked. Since then I had to study twice what I supposed to, to be a dentist (yep! that's what my parents want me to become). Seems like my fate doesn't match with my dream at all x'D But education and career don't mean anything, right? As long as my hand can still draw, who says I can't be an artist?

To be honest, I've not aways been busy studying all the time during my absence from deviantArt. I had been playing around in facebook, draw and post art sometimes when I could. There, I met many new people with great drawing skill, quite a lot of them study art, wow! And some others sell doujinshi and products in cons, they're professionals, are popular and respected, I glad some of those celebs like my art too. Hey, I thought it's a good sign when one of them want to include my art in a set of products her group are selling, but it turned out she focused on advertising those famous ones, not me because I'm the youngest and infamous, my art is there just to fill the set to a good number. I don't think I'll take part in something like that again xD hell no! 

Though facebook has its good uses, news arrives fast and it's way more easy to access compare to deviantArt, but to my eyes, not all artist I met are 'real artists', they are just... some 'people that draw'.

I want to be back here. It feels good to do stuff in the website you used to visit eveeeryday since you're still young. Growing up makes me have to step onward, yet I don't want to leave any of what I love behind. I am an artist and I belong to here!

Ah, I'll try to post some old art here slowly, finish the uncolored page of 'cutie battle' and if possible.. draw some new art! until the chaos is over, there'll be a lot to do  art trades, (point)commissions and even adoptables too if possible xD I'm so eager~

(ps Is dA's 14th b-day celebration still going on?XD )
(ps2 If yes, I think I'll write my deviantart story and get a badgeX3 )